This is crazy. not only is it crazy, it's dangerous! lately I've been caught up in this romance that i never thought i will be in. it feels strange and at the same time it feels good.
See here is the thing, most of my youth was deprive from me leaving me to become a man before my time. i never experience a lovey, lovey relationship or should i say fling? anyhow, i never had a chance to go out and have fun without a care in sight with someone as vibrant and out going like myself. then all of a sudden BAM! here she is out of no where. now all the fun stuff i was supposed to do when i was younger i find myself doing it now with this new girl. holding hands while we walk, kissing in public, just doing things together period. It feels awesome! i Would not traded in for nothing. But, there is a slight problem. She is about ten years my junior! this is where things get complicated. giving that she's younger than me should i not take her seriously? nor belive her feelings for me are real as she bellows them to me? she does show interest in me as if she wants a future with me so should i stay on this plane or jump off while i can? this is driving me wild!
I've decided to enjoy the moment and if something do come out out of this, ride it safe in case i fall off that way the fall wont be as hard.
you only live once. and why not have all the fun you can!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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